Saturday, April 4, 2009

Uranophobia

im standing on familuar ground without holding a gun dressed in blood red.
people will follow, if they choose to believe, they will turn their backs on anger and hate.
just walk with us, flaten this world a bit.

your answers are simple. you're fed up with yourself.
and instead of focusing on yourself.
you will use anything as an excuse. anything.

you studder when you think. and when you die. you will trip through the gates of heaven. only to never touch ground again. dont get upset. your making this hard.

stand firm. yeah try to stand still.
i see the glare in your eyes and a steady fist. but i just cant stop laughing!
your throwing your words at me and shouting in my face telling me i should give up, and what im doing is failing. but i just cant stop laughing!
JESUS CHRIST LOVES YOU.

if i dont see you in heaven then we shouldnt even be friends on earth.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

heres a new heart for you to sing

your soulless fucking eyes are as black as night. smile for a change, you might crack your skin. murder is revenge, and your dancing around it. BEHOLD yourself as a figure of my imagination. when everything goes wrong. dance with me on stage. do the waltz O, pretty waltz with me.

tip-toe to the end of the stage and fall off. practice for your murder attempt, wear that piece of thread in vengeance, and smile at apathy. make your heart speak for yourself. your mind was wandering for just a moment, as the sun eclipsed into your head. its all in your head. and i fall to my knees, im under your will. look how sick this is, every ones watching and you continue on. as the play goes on. i am a puppet to your strings. where was it that we stopped drowning.

i lost patience leaving you behind. although you dragged me by your ankles, like a ball and chain. this jail cell is a good way to drive a man insane. how did you have the power to do this? i cant even wash myself away. CURTAIN. fall. please curtain fall already. for god sake curtain FALL! the black widow choked on my heart, took it for granted. and i am left singing a song i wrote for her. i wasted it away. swimming in circles. i wasted it all away. now im swimming for a new cave to lock myself into. go back and take your life instead widow. just go back.

if you die in your sleep. do you die in your dreams?

the devils are on the prowl tonight, they couldnt sleep. the dreams they've been having are sometimes nightmares, and the nightmares they have are of peace, love, and all wonderful things.

i had a dream once. i was drowning. then i woke up and my heart was pounding really fast. at the end of the day i realized that the fear of drowning is but the glowing light in ones eyes.

sometimes people come walking by. the animals too. they look at me, they touch me, they feel me. but they continue walking on. sometimes in dreams my friends fear me most. but i never have enough time. ever. i never have enough time to sail my eyes.